Im at a loss and looking for help. I’m in a really bad place and have been for a while. I’ve contemplated suicide many times thinking its my best solution. I’ve really only got one friend I trust with this and feel like a burden. I really cannot seem to continue finding a reason to go on and I need to figure this out. I don’t have any outlets so my friend got me to start blogging on here. The only thing I look forward to is working with the kids. I’m great withtithe but once they go home I’m back in myfunk. I’m looking for any suggestions or ideas on what I can do. Thanks for reading.
Lost and confused