New day same result

Dear bloggers,

Have you ever woken up and felt like you were Bill Murray in Groundhogs Day?  Well today is one of those days for me.  I’m trying to stay positive and do the best I can.  I got some stuff done around the house, then I finished writing and submitted an article I had due.  I felt pretty accomplished and productive as I got some things done.  It always feels great when you finish something.  I love writing so I feel honored when asked to put an article together as its for an international trade publication.  I’ve got a pretty impressive background that I take for granted.  I’m told by friends that my background is very impressive, but to me it’s just what I do.    My day flew by and I felt good but when I got done I realized how alone I really was.  I’m told if I believe it, then it will come.  I’m trying to believe that a deserve to be with my special someone who I have not found.  It’s depressing and lonely always doing things by yourself.  How many friends do we really have?  I’m learning that true friends are hard to find as most people want something from me.  I need to take things as they are.  It seems that most of my friends call or try to contact me when they know I’m busy.  I’m thinking you know I’m busy so why are you trying to get in touch with me now?  What do you need or want frm me?  I’m sure I’m needed for something other than friendship.  I have another friend of mine who is single and people are trying to set her up all the time.  I cannot help but think what about me?  Am I that hideous that you don’t or won’t set me up?  This is how it’s been my whole life.  I should let it go as its always been that way for really appreciative  that there are people out there like yourselves offering advice as its greatly appreciated.  Thank you.

Sincerely yours

Third wheel


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