Its getting harder and harder to stay positive, especially at work. My personal life is non existant. No matter what I do I end up doing alone. Work has been so bad lately as I know I’m not wanted there by the big boss. I just talked to a friend of mine who the big I’m constantly told likes and she told me she just quit. I was surprised but after talking to her it makes total sense. Seeing she was liked makes me wonder how much longer I have. I was out of the building yesterday and today for a certification workshop so I’m just now hearing things. I’m still trying to find my value and wonder I’m still alive. I’m really not sure if I want to be here. Having nothing going for me and knowing work is difficult I’m wondering what to do. Why am I here? What is my purpose in life? What do I do to find out what I’m supposed to do? I feel like I’m useless and here for others entertainment. I need to figure out my purpose for being here and then I need to plot my goals.